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Name: Victoria
Country: United States
State: Texas
Metro: Dallas
Gender: Female
Interests: I love going out and having a good time with my friends. I tend to be a little wild at times but its all in good fun. I love my dogs and im obsessed with Superman. I try living my life with no regrets and living it to the fullest. My friends mean the world to mean and I dont know where I would be without them :]]
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  spibeachbum620
MSN: vlm2589@hotmail.com
Yahoo:  nybound11083
Member Since:
7/9/2004
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| Everytime I make the choice to believe you. Most of the time its because I feel bad for you, almost like you have no one else to turn to and if I look away who will you go to? I wish that I didn't feel this way. I become attatched to you again. I remeber what everything was like and I imagine what it could be like all over again. And its mainly my fault, I don't blame you for everything. I just wish that it could be one thing or the other. Either a constant in my life or, I hate to say it, not in my life at all. More than anything I want you with me. I want to feel that connection and that relationship knowing that I can turn to you for whatever I need. You make everything sound so believable and I fall for it every time. This time doesn't hurt as bad as it usually does, but God you know exactly where to hit me so it counts. I just wish you could prove me wrong with everything thats gone on in the past 2 years... | | |
| so uhmmm 4 days until i leave and im extremely nervous, scared, excited, worried, anxious, happy.... to say the least | | |
| GRRRR please dont ask me to do something for you AND then when it isnt done the way you want or when you want bitch about it. thats not my fucking problem. you want it done your way well shit maybe next time you should get off your lazy ass and o idk DO IT YOURSELF! im not your servant. and no the world does not revolve around you as you think it does. sometimes you have to give and take a little and not just take. And maybe every once in a while you might try being happy for me. Its not that hard to ask. I support you in EVERYTHING you do! I'm always giving you advice when you ask for it and i tell you the truth about it. Ok so youre not happy im moving to Florida for the summer. Get the fuck over it! Its set in stone that im leaving. NOTHING you can say or do will change the facts. So maybe instead of being a bitch about it and thinking that im moving for someone you have no idea about, because you think im running away from problems you might try enjoying the time we get to spend together before i do leave! Jesus how do i always end up with people who dont give a fucking shit about what goes on with me!? No matter what i'm always there for my friends yet it seems when i have something going on or i have something to say its always like "O ya? Ok. Well anyways....*back on to my life*" Seriously?! I dont ask for a lot in this world. I really dont. But maybe a little support from the people who i call my friends and the ones i care about and the ones who i basically would risk life and limb for you know that would be nice every once in a fucking while!! all this ranting and i still dont feel better.... | | |
| i had a dream last night...
i dreamt that you kept your promise
i dreamt that you were there when i needed you
i dreamt you were there by my side
i dreamt that nothing else mattered in the world
i dreamt that things were the same
i dreamt that we would always feel the same way for each other
i dreamt that i still loved you
i dreamt that i still meant something to you
i dreamt that nothing could tear us apart
i dreamt that we could be together
i dreamt that you still loved me...
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| yay today is my birthday.. happy birthday to me... anyways thats it .... a little conceded... i know but its ok. later! | | |
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